dilemma

Haih... So sad la. I screwed debate practice :( and i came back early. So sad.. what is wrong with me? i can't even adjudicate properly as in I don't know how to give good personal feedbacks. Why am I so pathetic. Some people must be fed up with me already. I am always like a minus point in the group. NEED to WORK, WORK and WORK before Bangkok. Must break! Gambateh!

Right now, I am not sure whether should I go for debate trainings or to sports carnival on the 14th. I want to go for both actually!! btw, yellow house is LEADING now!!! History! haha. What should i do??