I woke up late today :( and it was 7.50AM when i leaved home. Once i was in, i kinda pushed my mum to drive faster and guess what, she gave me a whole lecture la! haha but serves me right. So next time, i am gonna wake up early! so that i can take my own sweet time as long as i leave home by 7.30am. Anyways, it was 8.20am and i knew i was super late. But guess what, Ms. Tee was not in. HAHA! so relieved, coz we were to have statistics test at 10am. We assumed that she wont be coming. Some of us packed our stuff and decided to go to the garden to revise. the moment we open the door, we saw her la. aiyo. (ran back into classroom) lol. so funny. all of us practically ran!

Then came the test. my comment : CONFUSING! some answers were too big and there were so many ways to get the same answer. like wth! hopefully i didnt screw up.

somehow i got addicted to the song "te amo" by rihanna. can't get it out of my head. But after carefully listening, i realised something which i would not mention here. Now, i am NOT addicted to the song. lol.

hey!

Aiyo.. i really cannot tahan physics anymore la! its just so hard..

BUT!!

no way i am going to give up after all the efforts i put into it. I am gonna kill physics! (some sort of motivation) lol.

today was so boring in college. Nothing much happened. tomorrow we are having netball prelim.

Feels like not going but i might reconsider ^^"" haha. Miss sathya made us join marching for sports day! its gonna be fun! yay. just hope i wont get sun tanned.

kathleen :)

I only took i shot because i was not in the mood and its because of YOU!! lol.

haiya,so bad la they all..i hope they will forget the issue soon. lol embarassing. haha, i won't mention it here :)

I went SHOPPING today! wee~ i bought 2 formal blouse for Bangkok and even that took me 3 hours! lol. Mum said we'll continue looking for the dress and skirt tomorrow. Hopefully i can find the ideal one!

debate training and lame trip

This weeks topic for debate training was ECONOMIC SANCTION!! Omg! trust me, it was super hard. Being a Science student, i know NOTHING about economics. Moreover, they only informed us the topic on monday (i think so), thus i tried my best to absorb as much as possible. Although i had lots of Physics homework, I managed to spare some time to read up on economic sanction in Myanmar.

Finally, it was 5.30 pm and we rushed to room 107 (Kathleen and I). Before that, Biology class was canceled so we spent our time in the library doing more readings on the topic. Then, Don released the match ups and i was with Kathleen. We were closing government. During prep, we had no idea and sorry Don, i didn't follow what u taught me. I tried to but at last, we managed to come up with one model only :( Thank god luck was on our side as opening government (maxx and ranjani) did not use all the points. When it was my turn to present, i felt like running away. Yet i forced myself to go to that SCARY SPOT. lol. Then I started to speak and I knew I was crapping. Damn embarrasing... I was waiting for 6 minutes to pass and at one point, I just went blank when Neville p.o.i 'ed me. I was just blank! Shit! i thought of saying that i'll deal with it in my points, yet i forgot and I even forgot to answer it during my speech. It was BAD.. Seriously.. Thank god it was only training. At least now I know what to do when motions like this come up in a tournament. It was a good learning experience though.

Okay, moving on to the LAMEST trip ever. Mr. Oo (Malaysian Studies Lecturer) brought us to the parliament and guess what, it sucked! Seriously. We walked all day and waited outside of the parliament for hours. Plus, it was soo frustrating as there were very few politicians who attended the meeting. Saddest part, we had to leave our HANDPHONES in college. :( After that, we went to OU for lunch. Over there, we went to McD and then, came the worst part. We didn't know where the bas was. We walked and walked and finally we saw the bus. Like WTH.. lol. It was raining and we were in formal attire. My leg swelled because of the shoes that I wore. Haih. Conclusion, NEVER go to PARLIAMENT! xD

Deepavali!

Whoa so long never blog. Miss it! Thank god my broadband is working now. After two days of suffocation without internet, felt really empty.

Firstly, the joy of deepavali. Despite the lack of sleep, tiredness etc, the positive part was recieving ANGPOW =] wohoo! lol. This year, my parents decided not to have the open house on saturday because it was a special day and most of the Indians were vegetarian on that day. It seems that this year's deepavali is one of the special one as it only comes once in 300 years! Because, usually deepavali falls on a different month. So yea, i'm part of history :) lol. Back to the story, that morning, we went to temple as usual and then we went to studio for photo shot with traditional clothes! lol unfortunately I can show them here as it is not only embarrasing, but i dont have a spft copy of it. Later, we went home and had breakfast. Then, suddenly we saw 2 cars outside of the house and guess what, my dad's boss came over. My god it was so kancheong! i had to rush to the shop and buy some things. lol. But, positivity rules! because, before they went home, they gave us Angpow! lolz :)

Ok, that night i really slept off. i did not switch off the room light and fan. Imagine how much of electricity i wasted ^^''. Haha, sorry mother nature? lol. Next morning, I was quite busy and i ignored my handphone till 4pm. lol. I helped my mum to prepare all the things for the open house. The best part was, Ridzwan (my highschool buddy!), Kathleen, Jean and Wilson came to the open house! haha we had fun watching FREE fireworks (its FREE ok Nigel!) and Wilson took some shots with his camera. Sorry, i dont have the photos with me. Then, later my uncles came and we had fun playing some fire crackers which they brought. So, that was pretty much of how i celebrated my deepavali this year. Even though my collection this year is quite low (haha), i would like to thank everyone who added memories into my diary :)

crazy day!

weee~ just finished two exams! physics and malaysian studies! yipee no more malaysian studies! haaaa finally.. after all the memorising and torture lol. haha somehow everything was fun, the pressure, the clumsiness.

anyways, yesterday, i made a fool out of myself during Biology class. I thought i brought my note book and i left it somewhere. damn 'cuak' okay! its like RM 120!! the whole day before that, i did not realise whether i was carrying it with me or not. the worst part is, i had time to take so many snapshots before bio class la. then, when Mr.Jaya came in, i started looking for my book and he noticed my anxiety. i told him and both me and kathleen went to look for it. then, i decided to call my mum, and guess what.. I LEFT IT AT HOME! ( sorry kath!! ) damn embarrasing okay.. i went back into class and sir asked me. i just silently nodded my head and replied "it is at home". the whole class was laughing.. gone la my name.. somehow, after thinking about it, i must say, i am really a forgetful person at times.

then, today, had insufficient sleep and was gloomy the whole day, till i got the GREATEST NEWS EVER! from Don Siron.. jeng jeng jeng.... i got 8TH BEST SPEAKER for UITM IV!!!!! hahahahahahahaha i was so happy, laughing all the way and smiling.. (kath and wilson thought i was going crazy) daaaa.. after all, who am i? a short, inexperienced junior who only wants to learn how to survive in a tsunami of great debators.. i was so shocked and i even called my mum to share the joy. Don as usual, one of the best, got the 5th best speaker :) Seriously, he is the best.. No one can train like him. i owe him a BIG one :)

back to malaysian studies, haha i crapped my essay. it was almost 3 pages long (shockingly!). thanks to lecturers like Mr.Loo (cancelled physics class) and Miss Angeline ( decided to let us revise and gave us only hw), definitely you can have less pressure exerted on yourself. Hopefully i'll get good marks for Malaysian Studies. *crossing my fingers*

UITM IV debate (10th and 11th Oct)

Some photos first:

Trishul Naga who never smiles for a shot.

Siron in first round :)

Now in fourth round, his favourite motion!

Siron in action!

woot woot! uitm debate was GREAT! what can I say. I was in the same room with all the legend debaters and we (me and siron) broke into quarter finals. despite the SUPER BAD time managment by the organisers, overall it was great. First round was okay. We got 1st and the motion was THBT western liberal democracies should ban the use of ban face veils. My god, we were given almost one hour to prep la.. We even had time to talk about our lives etc. Our motto was basically to enjoy the debate rather than just to win it.

okay, moving on to the 2nd round. We were in room 1. Seriously I was shaking when i saw the match ups and the motion. We were in the same room with Ips and Groobie (MMU), Mara Veterans (Iqbal Hafiz and Shack), and Mior and another guy from IIU. And the motion was, THW Arm Local Militias to Fight the Taliban. i didnt know anything about it. But, guess what, after all the struggling, we got 2ND!!!!! hahahahahaha i was so relieved.. Because we waited for quite a long time for the results and i was frieking out.. If its not because of Siron, i would have been DEAD! trust me, you aint wanna mess with them.


then, 3rd round was awesome. The motion was quite a hard one, THW support the 1Malaysia F1 team. Okay, this debate was quite a humour round, but the adjudicators didnt agree.. nevertheless, we got FIRST!!!!!! we were in the same room with tasneem and habib, danial and senate, and again, ips and groobie. fuhh, this time we were against ips anfd groobie and it was hard. actually, i expected a third place, but yea it was a good debate to end with.


the next day, Sunday was quite bad. fourth round's motion was seriously not my favourite. THW ligalise porn that depicts rape. I didnt know anything about it. Luckily again, i had the best teammate you could ever had, MR. DON SIRON. besides giving others QUITE a negative impression on me, we did quite okay. But, since it was a silent round, i have no idea on what place we got.


ok, now comes the :( part. motion for the quarter finals, THB in an unilateral military offensive by Israel against Iranian nuclear facilities. trust me, i regret not researching on this. Sorry, Siron. We did our best being one of the juniors team in that room. We were against Ips and Mior's group AGAIN. Sick la.. so unlucky. and that was the end of My journey in this tournament.


at the end of the day, i benefited alot. Teamming up with Siron was just great. meeting new people and debating with the best speakers. all the priceless moments. fuhh.. i hope i improved myself and right now, i seriously feel i can mingle with the members of the club. they even call me as their MOTHER la :( haha, that a long story. Having people like neville, teeza and aqilah add more fun to the experience, not forgetting Naga too:) owh yea, talking about Naga, this reminds me that all our adjudicators (Naga, Kath and Wilson) broke into finals! *can still remember how Naga reacted as his name was announced after the other panels. Lol :) that Mauritian guy is seriously wacky :)

we got home super late, almost 12 am. but the experience was priceless. and omg! 4 of us squeezed at the back seat of the van. fuh! never want to do that again. Can't even get oxygen to breathe la. lol. LOVE KDUDA!

too many yet to little :(

'Omg! please help me! I need more time............ aaarghhhh!!!

that is part of my major and frequent dialogues for today lol. too many assignments due at the same time. Biology journal, Physics tutorial and the worst ever, MPW Assignment!

Finally, i completed the mpw assignment at 9pm. Yipee! Now left two more. Tomorrow is the due date for all above :( (and i can still blog la ^^'')lol.

but, with all the stressful stuffs, comes a joy! our tickets to bangkok are booked!!!!!!!! weee~ Can't wait dy.. Bangkok, beware of Reena! lol. Thanks alot to Miss Hannah for booking the tickets and preparing the parent consent letter:)

I almost fall into a trap today.. They forced me to enter running for the upcoming sports carnival.. (No way!!) Actually i would love to join, but thinking about th crowd and the high possibility of embarrasing myself, it was a BIG no.

Haih.. I've got many more things to write but, seriously, its time to get back and work! gambateh!

confused+bad+tired!

Today morning was great! I woke up right on time and the traffic jam cleared quite fast. I must say i hate traffic jam and i hate LDP! every single morning, even if its at 10 am, still the point near the diversion heading to tropicana will have some kind of problem. This reminds me of the silly MPW question. Malaysians, are We Evolving or Revolting? And today is the last day for e-forum!! yay yay no more essay and posts that i need to think of. Unfortunately, we are going to have our malaysian studies exams on the 15th. silly right? we already have history in high school and primary, yet we still do have it in college. aAnd everything iss just the same except its in english of course.

fuhh! i was really confused during Biology class today. Everyone was giving different answers about our heart's pumping order. but thanks to mr.jaya, I managed to get it. Let me share. it should start with atrial systole; ventricular diastole, ventricle systole;atrial diastole and atrioventricular diastole. its so cool to learn biology. you can know every process that is occuring in your body etc.

haaiihhh.. got back my physics paper.. :( super super sad. i expected better.. seriously.. thank god i passed! fuh''. Seriously need to put more effort on physics! gambateh!

after class, mum decided to bring me out to One Utama for shopping! finally.. the moments that i have been waiting for.. Bought quite alot of stuffs but i must say most of the nice clothes are "gone" due to raya sales. sob sob.. Came back so late and now i am super tired! need to wake up early tomorrow because i need to go for debate trainings.. yes! finally i am going for saturday trainings! yipee :)

desperate..

Oh My God!!!!! Its been so long since I last blogged and I miss blogging so so much! So now, i guess my addiction will shift on to blogging.. But I just can say how long this so called addiction will last. lol. Fuhh'' so many things has changed now. Kdu college is almost my second home. (what can I say, I almost be there for more than 10 hours?!) Things are getting better and more organized now. And since I'm in KDUDA, I must say I learned alot and now I can even think better or maybe analyse a question better due to all the motions and twists we went through. i was quite hard for me at the beginning but now i managed to cope up. Seriously, those KDUDA people are crazy yet smart! you can never find people like Matthew (our PRESIDENT), Don Siron, Sue Vern and also others elsewhere. haha! I must say thank god because if I went to other institutes, life wouldn't have been the same! haih there is just too many things to write in one post when you don't blog for 2 months! Oh and we just had our exams lately.. OH MY GOD! I must say Physics stabbed and killed me.. Seriously.. i don't know how to do one subjective question and i felt like crying after the exam :( Even my bio also kind of screwed but luckily managed to get sharp A because there was a big stake for me and Kathleen. If we don't get straight A's for exams, we can't go for competitions including BANGKOK!!!!! And now, it is official that we can go! yay yay im goin to bangkok! haha.. My first trip abroad with FRIENDS!!!!! lol.. Well its not really a trip though.. Its a debate competition, ASIANS (i think so). And my parents actually gave me approval for this! thanks mum and dad! lol. Okay i guess there is lots more to post BUT.. I'll save it for my next post.. Now its time to gambateh and study Bio because Mr.Jaya is going to ask us oral questions tomorrow!